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Happy Anniversary, Me and Jeremy!
It's been a whole entire year. All of the days.
I don't really write about it here because a) I know he reads this (hi, baby!) and it's weird to talk about people like they're not there/listening/reading what you're saying... but more importantly, 2) I don't want to ruin it or .. I guess cheapen it(?) by putting it all over the internet or overanalyzing stupid things or writing things that I only mean while I'm writing them and then realize are ridiculous later. But it's tough, because this is such an important part of my life, and I often want to go on and on for hours about it.
For a really long time, I thought I had relationships figured out; my theory was that the perfect boyfriend would be someone who I never actually *had* to see. It sounds terrible, but all I mean is that I usually felt obligated to fulfill time requirements of togetherness. I always felt like the responsibility of the relationship was draining and when I was working a lot or had other projects, it was too much; the relationship was usually the first thing to go. I got bored, or restless, or frustrated, and it would be over. But with this.. I always want to see him. It just gets better and better as time goes on. It feels so perfect just to sit and *be* with eachother... I'm not going to write pages about it, but I'm really happy and I sure am in love.
I'm very excited about the idea of our second February.
It's been a whole entire year. All of the days.
I don't really write about it here because a) I know he reads this (hi, baby!) and it's weird to talk about people like they're not there/listening/reading what you're saying... but more importantly, 2) I don't want to ruin it or .. I guess cheapen it(?) by putting it all over the internet or overanalyzing stupid things or writing things that I only mean while I'm writing them and then realize are ridiculous later. But it's tough, because this is such an important part of my life, and I often want to go on and on for hours about it.
For a really long time, I thought I had relationships figured out; my theory was that the perfect boyfriend would be someone who I never actually *had* to see. It sounds terrible, but all I mean is that I usually felt obligated to fulfill time requirements of togetherness. I always felt like the responsibility of the relationship was draining and when I was working a lot or had other projects, it was too much; the relationship was usually the first thing to go. I got bored, or restless, or frustrated, and it would be over. But with this.. I always want to see him. It just gets better and better as time goes on. It feels so perfect just to sit and *be* with eachother... I'm not going to write pages about it, but I'm really happy and I sure am in love.
I'm very excited about the idea of our second February.