i need a vacation

[tophercub]

i need a couple days alone to sort this shit out in my head. or possibly drown it out with a couple nights of boozing it up whilst playing wallflower at a bar. i dont want to do it here, because i dont want any responsibilities.. if it's ok for him to disappear and not say anything, i dont see why i can't do it myself.

i need to look into this.