My heart just aches as I stand on the rooftop. I want him to talk to me or even have an argument about his feelings. But he won’t, I know he fucking won’t. Looking out over the city I let the tears fall gently down without completely breaking down.

I hear footsteps and turn my head slowly to see Jack walking towards me. He stops beside me and ( Read more... )

I have to be careful with wishful thinking, especially when Jack found me drowning in the bathtub. I wished never for him to find me, to think that I wanted to leave the world behind, to leave him. No words were spoken when I finally woke up to find him lying beside me, waiting for the ambulance to arrive. Only tears coming down his cheeks.

He ( Read more... )

Darkness stretched out towards the centre of my mind. My eyes started to droop as I started to lose consciousness. Water started to fill my lungs. Death was waiting for me with open arms, a greeting that I welcomed with great sorrow. Lisa was calling out drawing me closer to the darkness.

I never understood why I wanted to do this, to leave ( Read more... )

Title: Drowning in Nightmares
Author: topgeargirl2 
Characters: Ianto, mention of Jack
Challenge: Supernatural Reverse fandom
Rating: PG13
A/N: Inspiration is "Nightmare". No Spoilers. Written for tw100

The nightmare was always the same every night. He would be drowning in Cardiff bay while trying to grab for a hand reaching down to him. The voice yelling out his name ( Read more... )