It gets so hard to walk away
Not much to write. I'm still hanging out with Sonia and we r still going to Kris's every freakin day. last night I was like "we don't go out...we freaking go to Kris's....I wanna go out. I get so bored going to Kris's every single day." we need lives!!!!!
well, Kris decided to buy a cell phone. fucking moron. the kid told me the day before he got the cell, that he had bout over 1,000 dollars to pay for so many bills n such........n he's broke. so he goes out and buys a cell phone?! he needs a reality check and fast, Once he got the cell phone it's been attached to his ear. and guess who he's always calling?? yeah thats right, the fat, beached whale ex-gf Lee. it's pretty obvious he still wants her and I obviously don't understand y they aren't together but on the other hand, what the fuck do I care. It's pretty obvious all he wants is friendship and I've been thinking about it and....I don't even want that. It's complicated........
On another note, D and I aren't friends anymore, ur lucky u can even call us acquaintences. the other day apparently, he was in a bad mood. and I was joking around and I guess said something that pushed his button. well he decides to call me every name in the god-damn book. so I took in upon myself to call him and go absolutely ballistic. I told him I dunno who the fuck he thinks he is and I don't give a fuck who lets him get away with talking like that but I didn't do a god-damn thing to deserve that and he has no right to say those kinda things to me when all I was doing was joking around....and I wasn't even joking with him, I was talking to Samantha. So then I hung up on him...Big Mistake. D hates it when ppl hang up on him. he thinks its very disrespectful and blah blah blah. so thats the end of me n D lol. apparently samantha's the new me in his eyes. I just love how she takes my guys lol. whore. he told samantha that if I ever tried calling him he was gunna cuss me out and prolly hang up on me then maybe c if theres a chance of us becoming friends again. fuck that. I was not about to give him the satisfaction. so I realized hanging up on him was wrong I guess, so I apologized but that was bout it. I said "I stand by everything I said but I am sorry for hanging up on ya." so he says it's whatever but I don't care anymore. I'm sick of how he talks to me.
I spent bout 65 dollars at Wal-mart yesterday. got most of my xmas shopping done. I just have to buy for my grandmother and the ppl I picked for secret santas. I'm really stingey I hate spending money lol. I had a job interview yesterday at NES Windows in the mall (across from spencers) I don't think I got the job cuz they guy said they were mostly looking for help in the trumball mall and I said transportation there can be hard. so he told me he was gunna talk to one of the bigger bosses and see if there r any available hours at our mall and I should be getting a call back on monday. I really hope I get the job.....it pays $10 an hour...plus commission. so If I don't get any one to fill out for a windoor whatever, I'm still gunna be making $10 an hour. thats frickin sweet. cross ur fingers for me.........