I HATE MONDAYS
This day has dragged on forever, and I still have 45 minutes left. Then, I get to go to class for 3 hours. Joy. I seriously cannot wait to graduate. I think I have had enough of school for a while.
Josh and I went horseback riding yesterday, and being up on that horse made me realize just how much I miss it. I had that feeling of freedom, just forgetting about all the problems and worries in my life for that one hour. It was so wonderful. If I had one wish granted, it would be that I could ride again. I remember looking forward to my lesson every Thursday afternoon.. and the sheer joy I felt when I got to jump my first fence. Okay, enough of this. I know I just don't have the financial resources right now, but as Josh likes to say, maybe someday.
I am really not looking forward to going to class tonight. If I didn't have to work every freaking day of my life, there is no way in hell I would have signed up for a 3 hour night class, but money doesn't fall from the sky, so I have to work 25 hours a week in addition to going to class to pay my bills and save for my apartment. The only way I can fit all that in is to take classes at night. It sucks, but, yet again, another sacrifice I have to make.
On a happier note, once I get through with all this crap (about 9:00 tonight) I will get to finally eat dinner and spend some time with Josh before the fun starts all over again tomorrow.
Someday things will get easier...
Josh and I went horseback riding yesterday, and being up on that horse made me realize just how much I miss it. I had that feeling of freedom, just forgetting about all the problems and worries in my life for that one hour. It was so wonderful. If I had one wish granted, it would be that I could ride again. I remember looking forward to my lesson every Thursday afternoon.. and the sheer joy I felt when I got to jump my first fence. Okay, enough of this. I know I just don't have the financial resources right now, but as Josh likes to say, maybe someday.
I am really not looking forward to going to class tonight. If I didn't have to work every freaking day of my life, there is no way in hell I would have signed up for a 3 hour night class, but money doesn't fall from the sky, so I have to work 25 hours a week in addition to going to class to pay my bills and save for my apartment. The only way I can fit all that in is to take classes at night. It sucks, but, yet again, another sacrifice I have to make.
On a happier note, once I get through with all this crap (about 9:00 tonight) I will get to finally eat dinner and spend some time with Josh before the fun starts all over again tomorrow.
Someday things will get easier...