Okay, I know it's been almost forever...
I'm just feeling so so crappy lately that I had to write it down somewhere. I forgot all about this journal until I was sitting at work today and it hit me that I still had one. I don't know what to do sometimes.. Emotions suck. I have such strong feelings for someone who doesn't feel the same way, and it is the worst feeling in the world. Or, being more specific, the person did have feelings for me, but then chose someone else. Ugh. what a kick in the stomach. Anyway... I have much more to say, but I think I'm going to go take a hot shower and wash away some of this pain...