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So I got my Wisdom Teeth out today; doesn't hurt as bad as the last time, lol. I still have all my medication from last time so now I have like 30 hydrocodon pills =) I'll just have to save them for a later time.
Philip and I = amazing. we leave next Monday !!!!!! Ahh, I'm so so excited.
I guess Jacob got a promotion and doens't have to pay rent. so he moved into the 3 bedroom apartment and now philip and I don't even have to pay rent. we're just spliting utilities !
I started my online classes for the summer. They are mad easy ! so if I get and "A" in my English class now and then get and a Next semester in my English class, then I don't have to take those 2 stupid Golden Rule classes ! which is super exciting. I hate writting pointless papers. I already started them and did like the first few weeks worth of work, hah. Plus, Philip still owes me a paper because I wrote his paper for Student Sucess in Spring so that he'd pass the class. So I'ma make him write one of my papers.
Uhhhmmm; Philip's paying my $200 insurance payment on the 22nd because I haven't had a job, lol. and he might have to pay my $300 car payment June 2nd if my Fin Aid hasn't come through or I don't have a paycheck from a new jon by then.
I feel so bad for leaving my dad. He wont admit it, but he's soooo upset I'm moving away. He's taking it out on Philip, LoL. He's like I don't want philip at me house anymore, blah blah blah. He doesn't have any reason, I think he's just upset Philip's taking "his little girl". I had a picture in my room from the cruise last year and It was missing. It was Philip, Me, My dad, my Brother Jonny, and his friend. I went in my dads room and it was sitting on his desk. I asked him why he took it and he kinda got embarresed and said 'I like it'. and well, my dad doesn't ever have pictures of anyone, lol. IDK. i love him- he's just sssooo ARG sometimes.
I went to the Parliment house this weekend with Tasha, Her sister, some of her sister friends, and Brandi and Crystal (but Brandi and Crystal got kicked out like 20 mins later for drinking). It was defanitly an experience. we saw the drag show. and there was this HOTT HOTT guy dancing on one of the little stages- he had a HIM tatoo (drools).
I'm going to miss my friends. I don't see them much as it is, but at least I know thier there when I need them- now it's going to be like a 2 hour drive when I'm mad at philip and wanna go out with my girls, lol.
I've been applying to sssooo many jobs in Bradenton. A few in person while we were there over the weekend. and then a BUNCH online. I better get a freaking job asap when we move there. My ass is broke as a joke. I haven't had a paycheck since February, Heh. but luckily I had some money in savings to get me this far. and Philip's been working the past month or so to support us.
I don't think I can express in words how much Philip means to me and how awsome our relationship is. I mean, we got into a big argument the other day and he cried =( ... and if you knew anything about philip, he does NOT cry, lol. but they were actual tears flowing that he couldn't stop. The arguement was mainly my fault. I was stressing about the move, Ambers aunt was kinda annoying me, and my grandpa's 2 years since he passed away is coming up and we were really close, and my moms having a LOT of medical problems, and on top of all of them she's going to the Doc's tomorrow because they think she has Colon cancer. I don't know what I'd do without her. She is the most important person in my life. She's ALWAYS been there for me no matter how much I've fucked up, she's always believed in me and supported me, she's the one who made me the amazing person I am today. Just the though of not only my grandpa not being able to be there to see me get married and have kids one day- but my mommy too. Shit. I'd always dreamt about my dad and my grandpa walking me down the asle together, and now that's impossible. and I know this sounds wierd, but I kinda want his urn at my wedding. and then since he couldn't be there I wanted both my mom and dad to walk me down the asle- and if somehow that fucks up I'm going to be FURIOUS.
But Blahh. I'm going to get some sleep and take some medication. Good Night All. <33
Philip and I = amazing. we leave next Monday !!!!!! Ahh, I'm so so excited.
I guess Jacob got a promotion and doens't have to pay rent. so he moved into the 3 bedroom apartment and now philip and I don't even have to pay rent. we're just spliting utilities !
I started my online classes for the summer. They are mad easy ! so if I get and "A" in my English class now and then get and a Next semester in my English class, then I don't have to take those 2 stupid Golden Rule classes ! which is super exciting. I hate writting pointless papers. I already started them and did like the first few weeks worth of work, hah. Plus, Philip still owes me a paper because I wrote his paper for Student Sucess in Spring so that he'd pass the class. So I'ma make him write one of my papers.
Uhhhmmm; Philip's paying my $200 insurance payment on the 22nd because I haven't had a job, lol. and he might have to pay my $300 car payment June 2nd if my Fin Aid hasn't come through or I don't have a paycheck from a new jon by then.
I feel so bad for leaving my dad. He wont admit it, but he's soooo upset I'm moving away. He's taking it out on Philip, LoL. He's like I don't want philip at me house anymore, blah blah blah. He doesn't have any reason, I think he's just upset Philip's taking "his little girl". I had a picture in my room from the cruise last year and It was missing. It was Philip, Me, My dad, my Brother Jonny, and his friend. I went in my dads room and it was sitting on his desk. I asked him why he took it and he kinda got embarresed and said 'I like it'. and well, my dad doesn't ever have pictures of anyone, lol. IDK. i love him- he's just sssooo ARG sometimes.
I went to the Parliment house this weekend with Tasha, Her sister, some of her sister friends, and Brandi and Crystal (but Brandi and Crystal got kicked out like 20 mins later for drinking). It was defanitly an experience. we saw the drag show. and there was this HOTT HOTT guy dancing on one of the little stages- he had a HIM tatoo (drools).
I'm going to miss my friends. I don't see them much as it is, but at least I know thier there when I need them- now it's going to be like a 2 hour drive when I'm mad at philip and wanna go out with my girls, lol.
I've been applying to sssooo many jobs in Bradenton. A few in person while we were there over the weekend. and then a BUNCH online. I better get a freaking job asap when we move there. My ass is broke as a joke. I haven't had a paycheck since February, Heh. but luckily I had some money in savings to get me this far. and Philip's been working the past month or so to support us.
I don't think I can express in words how much Philip means to me and how awsome our relationship is. I mean, we got into a big argument the other day and he cried =( ... and if you knew anything about philip, he does NOT cry, lol. but they were actual tears flowing that he couldn't stop. The arguement was mainly my fault. I was stressing about the move, Ambers aunt was kinda annoying me, and my grandpa's 2 years since he passed away is coming up and we were really close, and my moms having a LOT of medical problems, and on top of all of them she's going to the Doc's tomorrow because they think she has Colon cancer. I don't know what I'd do without her. She is the most important person in my life. She's ALWAYS been there for me no matter how much I've fucked up, she's always believed in me and supported me, she's the one who made me the amazing person I am today. Just the though of not only my grandpa not being able to be there to see me get married and have kids one day- but my mommy too. Shit. I'd always dreamt about my dad and my grandpa walking me down the asle together, and now that's impossible. and I know this sounds wierd, but I kinda want his urn at my wedding. and then since he couldn't be there I wanted both my mom and dad to walk me down the asle- and if somehow that fucks up I'm going to be FURIOUS.
But Blahh. I'm going to get some sleep and take some medication. Good Night All. <33