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so i woke up this morning and got ready.. and went to work. i had my beer cart all packed up and such and then it starts pooring so they tell me i can go home. YAY. so then i get all my stuff together and put all the cart stuff back and walk to my car. as i walk to my car i stop and suddenly i was seriously happy. idk why.. i just got really really happy. i started thinking about a ton of shit that has been going on and realized everything is going to be okay. my grandma always use to tell me god is in the rain and the rain brings many good things out in people and they dont realize it. i put my arms out like a huge loser and spun around in the rain.. catching raindrops in my mouth. everyone just smiled at me, they wanted to do it too but they didnt have the balls (thats what i tell myself to ignore that they were probably laughing at me). i was having lots of fun : ). i got in the car and listened to my brothers cds... cascada came on. naturaly i started dancing in the car while driving. i got home and my mom looked at me and laughed cuz i was soaked. my clothes are in the dryer... and after they are dry im going to see aric. he might be readmitted(spelling?) this week for some bone marrow tests and such so i wont see him for a while. i know everything is going to be alright it just sucks that bad things happen to good ppl, but maybe thats bc god knows they can handle it. everything happens for a reason you just need to find what that reason is.i miss steven.. its only been like a week, but i always miss him. he hasnt gotten the chance to call me yet, and i havent gotten a letter yet, so they are probably working them hard this week. i might be able to visit him in 2 weeks (ish) but im not sure yet. i love him :) right now im wearing 2rd battalion shorts he bought me and his USMC shirt i stole from him.. and his dogtags and his mc graduation ring. yeah im basicaly decked out in usmc shit. im gunna write more later... bye. PS ILOVERAIN.