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its a strange feeling to know that NO ONE agrees with you. that you're the only one that thinks things could work out, that maybe someday it could be okay. nope. i'm the only one. and its strange and discouraging but somehow i guess i'll work through it. i always thought that someone somewhere might agree, but slowly the support dwindles. and everyone has the same opinion about the situation. everyone but me. could everyone be wrong? these are people that i respect. people that i love. people who i would never sacrifice for the thing in question. yet somehow i can't help hoping that i can prove them all wrong. i pathetically and immaturely hold out hope that it could all work out.