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What do you know, things got worse and now I feel like a complete idiot right now. For so long, I was made to feel guilty about not liking people for no apparent reason (though I most definitely had my reasons and are so confirmed in the present time) and for not trusting my girlfriend and for questioning a seemingly platonic relationship, and come to find it was all true and I was right all along. Cheers to a wonderful month of no communication, loneliness, and fighting on top of my own personal stress and now today, after having quite a wonderful day, I might add, also with the promise of a good relationship since we've gotten over our rough patch, I receive a phone call leading to the news of unfaithfulness. Next week is also my birthday so I'll be bringing in another melancholy year uttering "fuck my life" while reminding myself once again to trust no one.