Oct 11, 2006 18:13
I really don't feel right.
My heart's broken. I'm not going to lie to myself about that. It sucks, it fucking hurts, and its...well its about the same as always. Not that big of a deal, I guess.
It sucks because I can't justify it. I can't get a good reason as to what happened, and its hardly my right to pry into it. It may be best to listen to the friends and stop worrying about some girl whom, despite how much fun you've had with her, she's simply too...she's got too much "baggage."
Hmm.
I'm Rob: Relationship counsel (self described as saving two dying relationships, getting one dude to come out of his shy shell, and help beginning one), good friend, the first Chinese major at SU, funny, somewhat witty, music obsessed nerd, and actually a half-way decent kisser.
I'm Rob: Deeply disturbed, desperately single, incredibly picky, somewhat self-righteous, dark, twisted, obsessed with the soundtrack of a movie that reminds him of something else he just can't get over, and too shy to make a move.
Songs: October 2006
In The Back Seat - The Arcade Fire - Funeral
KC Accidental - Broken Social Scene - You Forgot It In People
Jack And Sally Montage - Danny Elfman - The Nightmare Before Christmas
Details Of The War - Clap Your Hands And Say Yeah - Clap Your Hands And Say Yeah
How It Ends - Devotchka - Little Miss Sunshine
The Winner Is - Devotchka - Little Miss Sunshine
You Love Me - Devotchka - Little Miss Sunshine
Motherbaugh's Canon - Mark Motherbaugh - The Royal Tenenbaums
The Other Side Of Mount Heart Attack - Liars - Drum's Not Dead
Lapland - Ratatat - Ratatat
Wildcat - Ratatat - Classics
Sun Day - Jesu - Jesu
High Party - Ted Leo And The Pharmacists - Heart's Of Oak
Where Have All The Rude Boys Gone? - Ted Leo And The Pharmacists - Heart's Of Oak
Pale Blue Eyes - The Velvet Underground - The Velvet Underground
I'll Believe In Anything - Wolf Parade - Apologies To Queen Mary
Definitely Fall.
I'm sad. That's all I have to say.
I'm also a strong believer in hope.