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oh and tonight jeff and i started to fuck in my car without a condom and i just said i coulnd't cause i can't have his baby! he even just said three "pumps" but i don't want to do that and risk it and also not get pleasured myself.
also his mother called and he told her what he was doing anhd he said "i'm going to [[some girls]] house"
and i go COUGH COUGH SOME GIRL?
and he goes "ashley's haha"
but that stuff bothers me he told me he tlaked to his mother babout me and shit. idkkkkkk.
:( i just relaly care about him but i'm not giong to cry or do that drug anymore around him haha cause all i do is let people down.
oh and how are you doing?
also his mother called and he told her what he was doing anhd he said "i'm going to [[some girls]] house"
and i go COUGH COUGH SOME GIRL?
and he goes "ashley's haha"
but that stuff bothers me he told me he tlaked to his mother babout me and shit. idkkkkkk.
:( i just relaly care about him but i'm not giong to cry or do that drug anymore around him haha cause all i do is let people down.
oh and how are you doing?