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so i haven't posted for a while, laura reminded me about this journal today on the train.
so since the last time i posted i have:
- had an interesting trip home (today): someone got hit by a train near platform 25/26 so it was changed to another platform and central was totally packed, fun indeed. but laura's always an interesting character, and we had come from a kick arse prac (cracking eggs with already formed chicks in it but were dead; it smelt pretty baddd but was somehow so fun!) so i guess we were still in high spirits from that
- gone back up to newy, on a much better weathered (?) day. nice enough to sunbake at newcastle beach with phil and had abit of fun at the redhead beach/sand dunes ;). it felt so beautifully wrong... STILL didn't get to sandboard tho, brad had disappeared for almost a week so yeah
- been stood up, twice! by the same person! so im abit sceptical about his sincerity. but ive decided try to stop assuming the worst of people, so am going to leave the subject be, but im not making anymore effort with it.
- lost a friend, coz im a queer bitch. (yes, a queer bitch, not just a bitch!). don't know exactly what he meant by the queer bitch, but he empahsised it. im not gay. perhaps a lil bi, but i don[t think he means queer in the sexuality way. i get why he would get a lil pissed off or upset, but it wasn't a betrayal.
- had constant reminders that i am sososo different from my family. my dad's having bipass surgery, and is adamant that god will save him, so im kinda not caring no more since they hve such strong faith in him (he's gona be alright afterall). not that i completely dont care, but i know he'll be fine, so why should i start acting like i love him more or treat him any different.
well, will update at a later date. im just too hungry to think of anything else now. checkya...!