(*)boys lie(*)
hidyho!
ive been spending the past couple of days trying to clear my head, get rid of baggage, and im glad to say, the process has been quite successful. or at least i feel safe to say so because it has been alot easier than i thought it would be.
ashley had been in oz since the beginnin of the week, and the times when he had called me were when he was bored. i was nice enough to go have maccas breakfast with him on wed, but i think that niceness came from my liking for his sister. tonight when he called, i was finally able to put it all to rest, with no sugar coating. it was him who took the friendship for granted, he threw it all away, so as far as im concerned, i really just don't care anymore. my mother was right next to me. haha. think she may be proud of me, i wish i could be as cold hearted as she can be at times.
so yeah, things are great. im loving this time i have to myself, time with my boys. did the bronte-bondi-bronte walk friday. stopping every couple hundred of metres is getting abit annoying though. went for a run tonight with Tris off leash. he runs off a lil at times but is always looking behind to make sure im there (or maybe he's just scared of the dark... :P) but now i have a pretty nasty cough from the cold. it'll eventually go away
tomoro- vetting & hairdressing (for grandmama)
tues- sara-ing, andrea-ing perhaps JD-ing?
wed- shark dive Xtreme! weee! (Origin decider. QUEENSLANDER!!!!!!!)
fri- staind concert! weee!
sun- tennis
mon to thurs- off to Parkes w/ Laura. attempting to be country gals!
so i wasn't lying when i said i have been n am going too be pretty busy hang out. tho haven't really been in the mood for company lately...
but otherwise, things are.. comfortable. as good as it's been for a while :)