It's me!
I know that this doesn't get read by anyone anymore, but it helps me get out what i can't say.
First off, i guess I should say i'm a little more happy now. I have been having a really great week so far.
work: in less than a month i have become my boss' best friend and i feel like i've one. Gilbert (my boss) is a really great guy and he's really great to talk to. This week he switched everyone's duties to give me the easiest ones, he took me out to lunch, and gave me a lot of laughs on Friday when we spent 3 1/2 hours in the lounge talking. It was a relaxed week and i'm kinda making my mark at this new school. ohh, if anyone cares i'm stationed at Carson Jr. High. The crew there is shitty. I love Gilbert and like Robert, but Richard and Alex I could live without....and Michael and Humberto I hate. (They hate me back as well, but it's all because I'm Gilbert's #1).
school: it's summer so now i don't have to worry about having such a hectec schedule. BUT i'm supposed to be going to ASU in August, but i still need $13000 to cover this year's tuition....(anyone with experience-please help!!!) If i don't go and i try again next year but everyone knows the statistics on that.
home: because we now have 4 adults and a kid in the house, i've been getting mad at everyone but this week i've really calmed down. i've kinda kept to myself which causes tension but is easier for me.
Jon: things are going fine in our relationship now that i have less to stress about. Maybe it can all go back to the way it once was! in the beginning when we wanted to spend every moment together and had no worries. i know that won't happen, but close will be great. I have really missed just going out and spending any money we wanted and talking of things that were fun. I guess the baby hinders that but it;s getting better.
friends: i don't have one and i don't go out. I really wish i could get a couple, no a lot...and just get shitfaced like the old days. i wamt to get that group back. i had one for every moment of my life until now but it's because i grew up faster than they did, or i dumped them for stupid reasons, or i just didn't have time for them anymore. Now i'm afraid to try to bridge those friendships back together because of the awkward first attempt that has to be taken. maybe i can start clubing or go to one party and shine or something else like that....
That's about it...
ohhhh yeah Jon just got promoted to Assistant Manager so I went shopping and I'M A SIZE 10 BABY!!!!!!
First off, i guess I should say i'm a little more happy now. I have been having a really great week so far.
work: in less than a month i have become my boss' best friend and i feel like i've one. Gilbert (my boss) is a really great guy and he's really great to talk to. This week he switched everyone's duties to give me the easiest ones, he took me out to lunch, and gave me a lot of laughs on Friday when we spent 3 1/2 hours in the lounge talking. It was a relaxed week and i'm kinda making my mark at this new school. ohh, if anyone cares i'm stationed at Carson Jr. High. The crew there is shitty. I love Gilbert and like Robert, but Richard and Alex I could live without....and Michael and Humberto I hate. (They hate me back as well, but it's all because I'm Gilbert's #1).
school: it's summer so now i don't have to worry about having such a hectec schedule. BUT i'm supposed to be going to ASU in August, but i still need $13000 to cover this year's tuition....(anyone with experience-please help!!!) If i don't go and i try again next year but everyone knows the statistics on that.
home: because we now have 4 adults and a kid in the house, i've been getting mad at everyone but this week i've really calmed down. i've kinda kept to myself which causes tension but is easier for me.
Jon: things are going fine in our relationship now that i have less to stress about. Maybe it can all go back to the way it once was! in the beginning when we wanted to spend every moment together and had no worries. i know that won't happen, but close will be great. I have really missed just going out and spending any money we wanted and talking of things that were fun. I guess the baby hinders that but it;s getting better.
friends: i don't have one and i don't go out. I really wish i could get a couple, no a lot...and just get shitfaced like the old days. i wamt to get that group back. i had one for every moment of my life until now but it's because i grew up faster than they did, or i dumped them for stupid reasons, or i just didn't have time for them anymore. Now i'm afraid to try to bridge those friendships back together because of the awkward first attempt that has to be taken. maybe i can start clubing or go to one party and shine or something else like that....
That's about it...
ohhhh yeah Jon just got promoted to Assistant Manager so I went shopping and I'M A SIZE 10 BABY!!!!!!