I dream about you all the time
oh man... its literally been over a month and I still feel sick. What is up with that. I went to the nurse at school again today and told her that I thought that I had an ear infection. She looked and said that I didn't. Ehh I just want something other than fucking over the counter shit that isn't helping. I mean there has to be some reason that my ear hurts like fuck and my throat hurts like fuck and I feel like shit.
Anyway. Last night Erin came down to my room with a bunch of Harry Potter jelly beans and she had the vomit flavored one that she wanted someone to eat. So I told her that I would eat one for $5 so after she tried to get me to come down in price she went to her room and got $5. I ate it. At first it didnt taste all that bad but then it just got horrible and made me want to vomit. I mean who the hell comes up with these types of things. I got $5 though, I guess thats all that matters.
I decided that the reason that I don't want to come to school anymore and be away from my family is because it seems like people are always dying. The Saturday before I came back to school I had to go to my neighbors funeral and I mean its just getting a little bit old. I should be able to recite every biblical verse that they typically say at funerals by now. Its almost like funerals are my church. I don't know. But I think that is the reason that I don't want to come back to school. That and I'm terrified that everyone is going to start arguing again. I'm not getting involved in any of it anymore though, or atleast I'm going to try not to.
I'm going to go see if the X-games are on... hopefully they are. If they are I'm going to watch those until I have to go to my long class.
Later Kids
XOXO
Kayla
Anyway. Last night Erin came down to my room with a bunch of Harry Potter jelly beans and she had the vomit flavored one that she wanted someone to eat. So I told her that I would eat one for $5 so after she tried to get me to come down in price she went to her room and got $5. I ate it. At first it didnt taste all that bad but then it just got horrible and made me want to vomit. I mean who the hell comes up with these types of things. I got $5 though, I guess thats all that matters.
I decided that the reason that I don't want to come to school anymore and be away from my family is because it seems like people are always dying. The Saturday before I came back to school I had to go to my neighbors funeral and I mean its just getting a little bit old. I should be able to recite every biblical verse that they typically say at funerals by now. Its almost like funerals are my church. I don't know. But I think that is the reason that I don't want to come back to school. That and I'm terrified that everyone is going to start arguing again. I'm not getting involved in any of it anymore though, or atleast I'm going to try not to.
I'm going to go see if the X-games are on... hopefully they are. If they are I'm going to watch those until I have to go to my long class.
Later Kids
XOXO
Kayla