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I can't count...
how many times my bank account has gone negative (charging me at least $28 every time) in the past few months.
I can't remember...
the last time I swiped my debit card and didn't instantly feel guilty or anxious.
I can't breathe...
when I'm in my car, because I nearly have panic attacks because it gets so hot and the windows don't work and I freak out. And I can't afford to fix it until I get my taxes back.
I can't deal...
with the state of my apartment. Every single day I have off, I think about cleaning, but I never do. It just gets more messy.
I don't know...
what to do with myself. I need to better my situation, but I just don't know how. And I can't seem to find the motivation.
I am a fucking loserrrrr.
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how many times my bank account has gone negative (charging me at least $28 every time) in the past few months.
I can't remember...
the last time I swiped my debit card and didn't instantly feel guilty or anxious.
I can't breathe...
when I'm in my car, because I nearly have panic attacks because it gets so hot and the windows don't work and I freak out. And I can't afford to fix it until I get my taxes back.
I can't deal...
with the state of my apartment. Every single day I have off, I think about cleaning, but I never do. It just gets more messy.
I don't know...
what to do with myself. I need to better my situation, but I just don't know how. And I can't seem to find the motivation.
I am a fucking loserrrrr.
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