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I just had the worst dream of my entire life.
I fell asleep watching Gia, and I woke up crying my eyes out.
I dreamt that Eliza OD'ed & died.
It was so awful. I can't believe I had such a dream.
And to make matters worse, she's in Leominster for a softball tournament, and I think she's in a game right now.
I cannot even describe the feeling it gave me. Just thinking about it is making me cry again.
I love her so much, I couldn't bear that happening.
God, it's just so dark. Especially considering I came home from work this morning, and last night Eliza told me to check the computer because it kept freezing....total lie! I came over to the desk and on my mouse touchpad there was a diamond ring, with a note that said "Open up iTunes and hit play. I love you♥". The desktop background reads 'Kelly, I ♥ you' and she had Always Be My Baby by Mariah Carey up in the iTunes.
She is so sweet. As much as she might drive me nuts sometimes, always busting my balls and makin fun of me, I know she really loves me... and I really love her.
Things will be okay.
I fell asleep watching Gia, and I woke up crying my eyes out.
I dreamt that Eliza OD'ed & died.
It was so awful. I can't believe I had such a dream.
And to make matters worse, she's in Leominster for a softball tournament, and I think she's in a game right now.
I cannot even describe the feeling it gave me. Just thinking about it is making me cry again.
I love her so much, I couldn't bear that happening.
God, it's just so dark. Especially considering I came home from work this morning, and last night Eliza told me to check the computer because it kept freezing....total lie! I came over to the desk and on my mouse touchpad there was a diamond ring, with a note that said "Open up iTunes and hit play. I love you♥". The desktop background reads 'Kelly, I ♥ you' and she had Always Be My Baby by Mariah Carey up in the iTunes.
She is so sweet. As much as she might drive me nuts sometimes, always busting my balls and makin fun of me, I know she really loves me... and I really love her.
Things will be okay.