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i got off work an hour late yesterday. jesse had called me and shit, so i can tell he is trying. i finally found the stewie griffin movie. not as funny as i had hoped...but nevertheless it was decent. after that i went over to jasmines to drink. well, no one felt like drinking for some reason, so it was kinda wierd. i didnt want to drink cuz i had to work the next morning, and no one else felt like it either. so me, chula, and kenny sat on the huge ass sectional couch and talked about shit like religion. jesse called again. he was in a good mood, he just got a new tattoo. his friend greg did it. it looks ok, its just JRB on his left arm, like where his hatchet man is. you know, JRB...juggalo rydas, bitch....or james river bridge, whichever you prefer. well, in this phone call he asked who i was with, i said chula and kenny. he was like 'who the fuck is kenny?' and got all jealous. he has met him like once before, so i described him to him, and he was just like "oh, that faggot ass mother fucker". i was just like "hes not gay"...what else could i say, kenny was like 10 feet away from me. then jesses all like "and how would you know?" and i think the only logical response to that question would have been "because im riding his dick right now". well, i guess it wasnt too logical to jesse, he got super super super pissed off. we got into a big fight, he knew i was joking. i ended up leaving jasmines house and going to his. when i told him i was going to come over he got immediately calm andshit. it was wierd. so i went over there, we talked shit out, he jsut said that he hates when i joke like that and that it really really hurts him. hes getting so good at commmunicating his feelings. i know that was gay for me to say, but he is. i can tell hes trying really hard to make me happy. hes changed so much in the past 3 months. its unbelievable. i really do love that kid even though he puts me through a lot of stress. hes worth it for now i suppose.
fellowship has proven more cultish than ever lately. i dont like going, but i like the people and the time we spend together. im not supposed to go today but im in the mood for it.
damn i hate working the weekends. it super blows. i better get off work early today or someones going to catch a slug to the throat. i really need the money though. well, i guess not. jesse has a good paying job now, so he can start being my sugardaddy.
anywho, i guess its time to get back to "work". peazo. haha.