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[zombieoutrage]

this afternoon, after straining and pain, I produced an ass baby that looked EXACTLY like a lumpy sperm. It had a very large, rounded head, and then a thin tail like protrusion.

There were also four or five large blood clots from my period and all the straining. My cramps are INTENSE this time around, not like horribly painful, but...forceful? I

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[e_mily]

Eh. It never really bothered me. Whatever floats your boat, and all that.

The very part about my fear is probably a fetish to somebody.

For one thing, I'm quite landscape agoraphobic. I have, very much indeed, been literally paralyzed with fear in the passenger seat of a car driving in the great plains during a thunderstorm.

In general I don't have a lot of irrational big fears, though.

[zombieoutrage]

I actually think that scenario sounds amazing, and I am so sorry that it terrified you.

[e_mily]

I like thunderstorms! ...Especially when I'm inside a house.

In the woods.

In a mountainous area.

Like I said, landscape agoraphobic. Flat wide-open spaces make me nervous, and thunder/lightning storms in those areas make me irrationally fear I'm gonna get struck.

[jinkun2702]

bb I didn't know that. That's so strange that you'd be afraid of wide open spaces where it's easy to spot something...but not afraid of big closed spaces like the woods where idk, giant fucking bears or hicks can be hiding.

[e_mily]

I am the bear that's hiding in the dark that wants to eat you. >:3 rawr.

It's one of two kinds of monkey-brain things. Apparently it's a bit more "primitive" to prefer enclosed spaces. The problem with wide open spaces is that yeah, nobody else can hide, but neither can you.

[zombieoutrage]

Thats what I was going to say 'But if something DOES come along, even if you can see it, WHERE THE FUCK CAN YOU GO?' [I don't like them much either. Beautiful, I would love to spend time in the great planes. But fffff, I'd be on edge the whole time]

[jinkun2702]

I feel you. I don't like being in wide open spaces where there's a shit ton of people. It overwhelms me. But in a wide open space I feel like I could see danger coming a mile away and, while I can't hide, I at least can book it. If I'm in a cabin in the middle of the woods and something comes at me, I'm cornered and royally fucked because bear > me, hick > or = to me, and psycho with chainsaw is definitely > me.

I wouldn't mind it if you were the bear hiding in the dark though ;)

[polylizzy]

i have that fear too, but not to the same degree. I like walls, even just 1 wall is sufficient. need something to back up too.

[bighooves]

See I'm the opposite, deep/dark wooded areas scare the fuck out of me, especially when it's nighttime. I don't have the greatest night vision in the world, so basically anything outside a reasonably-lit area might as well be a drop into a black hole for me, and I've gotten injured more than once because of it (so I guess it's got a basis in reality? Iunno.)