14 [AUDIO]

Apr 16, 2008 21:41

[Long moment of silence, then a heavy sigh.]

I have figured it out. The eco in my system is waking back up, and systematically repairing me cell-by-cell. That explains the aching, at least, and the dizzy spells I have been getting today. Nothing seriously damaging, nothing that could get me into too much trouble so long as I do not go off somewhere dangerous. At this rate, it should be done by tomorrow, but...considering the control I have over it right now, it will probably just start over from there.

Makers, it really is like being eight all over again. Green Shock is like this, right? I think it was like this. Repeating and repeating until everything in you is so clean you choke on normal outside air...

...I need a cigarette. Give it something to focus on so it does not heal so much it hurts. Dammit, where did I leave my lighter?

Ah...just for the record's sake, as of now, the blue has worked its way in a twist up and around my thigh, and down my ankle. Black lines are shifting into place as well, following the color pattern on my arm, so at least there is some reason to the shift in shade.

[Sighs again.]

But...At this rate I am going to have a "tattoo" on my leg almost as extensive as the one on my back. That one would really be bad enough on its own, add in my arm--and now my leg--and I am going to look like more of a crime lord than Mizo by the time I get out of this place.

If I get out of this place.

...I suppose it is not so bad. At least this one has more meaning--gained fighting off monsters rather than keeping myself from being blacklisted by the racing syndicate. Even if no one back home would believe me if I told them, seeing as it is settling into such a clear design. Just like my arm. I wonder if that means it is going to cover my entire foot?

Then the people back home really would not believe me, not with how like my arm it seems to be turning out. I supposed I will have to wait and see.

And who would you tell back home, anyway? Stupid thought, Razer.

I think that is all. Nothing else important enough to mention, at least.

This was nice. I think I will have to vent like this more often. It is almost like having someone to talk to.

venting, private, abilities, tattoos, sick, tired, cigarettes

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