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He's home. It kills me when he's home cause I NEVER see him. I probably never will. ever again. That breaks my heart more then words can describe. Three years ago...life was pretty damn perfect. He was my best friend. I spent more time talking to him about life and things going on then anyone. He was always there in ways that maybe people on the outside couldn't understand but I did. I wish I knew what I did wrong. I gave up a lot for him. I fought hard to defend him. I'd do anything to have a goodbye face to face. I just hope he stays safe. I really don't know what I would do with myself if I ever heard anything happened to him over there. I dont think I could handle it.
I wish it was last night again. Katie, Kim and I had lots of fun at the mall and movies. We always laugh so hard. One of the best parts of the night had to be when Katie was trying to turn the wheel and drive sideways like Richard Blake. It didn't work. But we had fun trying. Or maybe the fact that every sentence that came out of my mouth turned into a sexual comment. The new Express opened and I went to visit Jenn and there was a DJ and I thought we would have to pay a cover charge since it was like a club. good times. i love them a lot.
Today I woke up after about 5 hours of sleep and headed into the city with Katie and our moms for celebrity jeopardy. Yeahh it was retarded. Of course we didn't get to watch them taping one with Neil Patrick Haris or Drew Lachey. WHY would we be that lucky? Then we went to lunch and then our moms went ot one store so me and katie roamed a little. We walked past the Neder and I ended up stepping in wet cement that was on the street. It was so random and not fun. Luckily it came off the bottom of my sneaker.
This is the first time since Tuesday that I've been in my house for more then two hours. I was either getting ready to go out or sleeping. It's been a busy week. I have to get my ass in gear with school. I'm slacking so hard and I know I'm going to kick myself for it later. This upcoming week I'm going to shock myself on how productive I really can be -- if i can get my mind off of other things to concentrate.
I'm off to watch my RENT boot with Jeremy and Matt even though I really want to watch the Jeremy and Drew one but i have 0 idea where I put it and it's making me really mad cause I KNOW I have seen it these past few weeks and said to myself OH thats where it is. I really want a bootleg of TWS. I'd love to sit and watch that right now. It never ever fails when it comes to putting me in a good mood. But Jeremy will do too. (duh)
I wish it was last night again. Katie, Kim and I had lots of fun at the mall and movies. We always laugh so hard. One of the best parts of the night had to be when Katie was trying to turn the wheel and drive sideways like Richard Blake. It didn't work. But we had fun trying. Or maybe the fact that every sentence that came out of my mouth turned into a sexual comment. The new Express opened and I went to visit Jenn and there was a DJ and I thought we would have to pay a cover charge since it was like a club. good times. i love them a lot.
Today I woke up after about 5 hours of sleep and headed into the city with Katie and our moms for celebrity jeopardy. Yeahh it was retarded. Of course we didn't get to watch them taping one with Neil Patrick Haris or Drew Lachey. WHY would we be that lucky? Then we went to lunch and then our moms went ot one store so me and katie roamed a little. We walked past the Neder and I ended up stepping in wet cement that was on the street. It was so random and not fun. Luckily it came off the bottom of my sneaker.
This is the first time since Tuesday that I've been in my house for more then two hours. I was either getting ready to go out or sleeping. It's been a busy week. I have to get my ass in gear with school. I'm slacking so hard and I know I'm going to kick myself for it later. This upcoming week I'm going to shock myself on how productive I really can be -- if i can get my mind off of other things to concentrate.
I'm off to watch my RENT boot with Jeremy and Matt even though I really want to watch the Jeremy and Drew one but i have 0 idea where I put it and it's making me really mad cause I KNOW I have seen it these past few weeks and said to myself OH thats where it is. I really want a bootleg of TWS. I'd love to sit and watch that right now. It never ever fails when it comes to putting me in a good mood. But Jeremy will do too. (duh)