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I dreamt about him last night. Ever since Wednesday night, when the guy from sweeny todd (WHAT IS HIS NAME and why cant i remember) sang that song (which I really which I knew what it was cause it fit my life) he's been on my mind. You would think by now I'd let it go. And in some ways I have. I just REALLY miss him. I know I shouldn't but I do. He was a big part of my life for a long time. I miss him more then I let ever let on because I know the looks and comments I'll get from people. My heart hurts.