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so my prof didnt show up for class today so we left early. booya! how sweet is that? today i was supposed to give a speech i didn't prepare, i just figured i would improv a bit, haha riiight. aand we had journals due, but alas, now i ahve the weekend! nice. so i have my first final in a week, one that saturday, and two papers, oh ya, and a midterm tomarrow. damn it, im so unmotivated. well i am motivated, like right now i really want to go to the gym or run or play soccer. but i ahve to do homeowrk at end lunch and go to class. bummer. so much other things i can do instead of schoool.
so im comming home on friday. dont know how long ill stay though, i do have finals any what not. the future freaks me out. friends are leaving, new friends are taking up alot of my time, which i really enjoy. 5 of my close friends i wont see for a year b/c they'll be abroad. sad. cant wait to go to tawian with krystal. so fun..yet nerve racking at the same time. ive never traveled for so long before, let alone by myself, let alone without knowing anyone, well, i'll know krystal, but yah, long story.
should i study for the GREs? should i find an internship? should i get a PHD, PHD in waht? should i enlist to get military training? should i learn spanish? should i just friggin take her on a date and tell her everything already? peace corps? grass roots? damn it. frustrating that i cant answer these qusetions, but i guess through frustration we find the answers.
alright. gym time. buwahhaa.
so im comming home on friday. dont know how long ill stay though, i do have finals any what not. the future freaks me out. friends are leaving, new friends are taking up alot of my time, which i really enjoy. 5 of my close friends i wont see for a year b/c they'll be abroad. sad. cant wait to go to tawian with krystal. so fun..yet nerve racking at the same time. ive never traveled for so long before, let alone by myself, let alone without knowing anyone, well, i'll know krystal, but yah, long story.
should i study for the GREs? should i find an internship? should i get a PHD, PHD in waht? should i enlist to get military training? should i learn spanish? should i just friggin take her on a date and tell her everything already? peace corps? grass roots? damn it. frustrating that i cant answer these qusetions, but i guess through frustration we find the answers.
alright. gym time. buwahhaa.