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my panic attacks are getting worse
but tuesday i had lunch with dave...we picked up some chinese and went down by the lake (i swear if one more person says what lake....cleveland is on lake erie!!)we sat there soaking up the sun talking about life!! it was probably the funnest non sexual thing i have ever done with a boy in a really long time!!
last night i really needed someone to talk to so i called him and said remember when you said i can call you any time and talk to you about anything...i'm calling you up on that offer!! we talked about what was wrong and while we were talking lindsay tried calling..i called her back and said i was talking to dave and she knew i was crying and got all pissed that i would call dave and tell him what's wrong but i can't tell her!! i understand why she's mad but i just feel really comfortable talking to dave about life!! he's the type of boy i could call and talk about my period and he'd be ok with it =) anyway....life is good
if i could just get rid of these fucking panic attacks!!
but tuesday i had lunch with dave...we picked up some chinese and went down by the lake (i swear if one more person says what lake....cleveland is on lake erie!!)we sat there soaking up the sun talking about life!! it was probably the funnest non sexual thing i have ever done with a boy in a really long time!!
last night i really needed someone to talk to so i called him and said remember when you said i can call you any time and talk to you about anything...i'm calling you up on that offer!! we talked about what was wrong and while we were talking lindsay tried calling..i called her back and said i was talking to dave and she knew i was crying and got all pissed that i would call dave and tell him what's wrong but i can't tell her!! i understand why she's mad but i just feel really comfortable talking to dave about life!! he's the type of boy i could call and talk about my period and he'd be ok with it =) anyway....life is good
if i could just get rid of these fucking panic attacks!!