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So I spent my Saturday at work because I have a project to focus on starting on Monday.
Although I felt all right at first because I was finishing up on tasks for the project, I just realized I felt incredibly lonely.
No one sent any text messages to see if I was okay, not even my mom. And I was gone for about 10 hours today.
Half of me felt ok being left alone to work, while other half was just craving for attention from anyone. ANYONE.
This doesn’t happen often. I think I just felt really bad today to fuss over something like this.
I have this whole big idea of why I'm feeling like this but I don't want to talk about it now.
I just might cry again.
Although I felt all right at first because I was finishing up on tasks for the project, I just realized I felt incredibly lonely.
No one sent any text messages to see if I was okay, not even my mom. And I was gone for about 10 hours today.
Half of me felt ok being left alone to work, while other half was just craving for attention from anyone. ANYONE.
This doesn’t happen often. I think I just felt really bad today to fuss over something like this.
I have this whole big idea of why I'm feeling like this but I don't want to talk about it now.
I just might cry again.