Jul 27, 2006 22:04
So here I am. Never really thought I'd be here again. And my son is there with him. I just pray he doesn't turn into the liar that he is.
And I pray for a job. Money. Need to stay busy. Need to meet someone new. Someone different. Need to be patient. Need to be strong.
I no longer think things would have ever worked out with Ted either. It is scary being single and stuck in NEWTON. Kind-of like my fate is already sealed. Just have to keep praying.
But I am different than I used to be. I am me now. I have my own two feet. And a backbone. And above all else I have God. And he makes me strong. And now I pray for direction.