Ripped from the arms of an angel
Well, I went back to NY. And I was put under the impression that me and heather were back together, but apparently we werent.
I love this girl so fuckin much, and it hurts so fuckin much.
People always wonder what heaven must be like, I know what its like, I found heaven in the arms of a girl from Levittown. Nothing on this planet made me happier than having her in my arms, and me being in hers. But now I know how lucifer must have felt when he was cast down from heaven. I feel ive been torn away from a perfect love and complete joy.
I just want to care for her, and protect her, to take care of her, make sure she's happy.
She was my strength, and my weakness. She made me want to be a better person, to be more focused on my future, on our future. While I was with her, I always felt like I was able to become the kinda person I should be, the kinda person I want to be. She was my weakness, cause she is one of the VERY few people who can actually cause me to cry. I put up walls to protect myself from emotional hurt and negativity, but she is able to just walk through those walls. She turns me from a rough and tough guy to a mushy pussy cat.
I really do feel empty without her. I know that one day I'll prolly heal from this. but like a deep cut, this one will always leave a scar on my heart. Im sorry that I dont wanna get to into detail right now, its still pretty fresh, and still really painfull.
Id like to thank my darlin darla for always bein able to cheer me up though, you really rock dee and I love yous, and I thank god that I have you as a friend.
Heather, when you read this, just know, I always will love you, theres no way to erase my feelings for you, I hope you find the happiness that I was unable to provide for you.
I love you heather.
I love this girl so fuckin much, and it hurts so fuckin much.
People always wonder what heaven must be like, I know what its like, I found heaven in the arms of a girl from Levittown. Nothing on this planet made me happier than having her in my arms, and me being in hers. But now I know how lucifer must have felt when he was cast down from heaven. I feel ive been torn away from a perfect love and complete joy.
I just want to care for her, and protect her, to take care of her, make sure she's happy.
She was my strength, and my weakness. She made me want to be a better person, to be more focused on my future, on our future. While I was with her, I always felt like I was able to become the kinda person I should be, the kinda person I want to be. She was my weakness, cause she is one of the VERY few people who can actually cause me to cry. I put up walls to protect myself from emotional hurt and negativity, but she is able to just walk through those walls. She turns me from a rough and tough guy to a mushy pussy cat.
I really do feel empty without her. I know that one day I'll prolly heal from this. but like a deep cut, this one will always leave a scar on my heart. Im sorry that I dont wanna get to into detail right now, its still pretty fresh, and still really painfull.
Id like to thank my darlin darla for always bein able to cheer me up though, you really rock dee and I love yous, and I thank god that I have you as a friend.
Heather, when you read this, just know, I always will love you, theres no way to erase my feelings for you, I hope you find the happiness that I was unable to provide for you.
I love you heather.