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[tomorrowmachine]

it's fashionable to write everyone a letter before you leave. i could move to washington and live with mikael but i'm not brave enough for another day. i'm finally okay with the idea of only taking one more shower and only dressing in clean clothes one more time. i wish my hair was longer. i want to look perfect for what's about to happen but i

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[crayonsandheels]

how can you say these things?

nathaniel, stop it and realize that you have your entire life ahead of you. i don't mean that to be cliche.

just think. you've got to know that what you're contemplating is the most stupid way out, ever.

ever.

[5th_st_blues]

yeah man. stop expecting people to pick up your slack and take control of yourself. you have to realize that it is your fault that you are miserable and running away from here isnt going to help because it isnt here that is upsetting you. if you leave, then you have given up. try to have some fucking self discipline. life isn't about love and it isn't about starting over every 6 months. [/dr. phil]

seriously man, snap out of it. you have the ability to make things better for yourself, and it doesn't involve running away.

[crayonsandheels]

and also, you've already tried running away.

and look where it got you.
mf.

DON'T TRY TO FUCKING STOP HIM

[viva_fidel]

AS EXPECTED AS SOON AS NATHANIEL'S KILL NOTE HIT THE STREET ALL OF THE GHOSTS IN HIS LIFE COME TO HAUNT HIM WITH AFFECTED AFFECTION AND MISDIRECTED CONSULATION BUT HONESTLY IF THE MAN WISHES TO OFF HISSELF HE WILL REGARDLESS OF WHAT YAW NIGGAZ SAY SO JUST FUCKING DROP IT IF ANYTHING ALL OF THIS IS EXPLOITING HIM WHILE HE SO OBVIOUSLY EXPLOITS YOU AND NONE OF YOU FUCKING NOTICE
NATHANIEL,
I AM SO WEARY OF THIS. I MEAN, I TRY TO PUT TOGETHER THE SHIT SO WE CAN KICK IT FOR REAL BUT INSTEAD YOURE IMPRISONED IN THIS FAKE MELODRAMA WHICH YOU KNOW I FIND TO BE DISGUSTING. SO REALLY, IF LIFE IS ALL YOU SAY IT IS JUST KILL YOUR GODDAM SELF OR ELSE MURDER THIS BULLSHIT PERSONA YOU'VE FASHIONED OUT OF EVERYONES' FEARS AND EXPECTATIONS. I'M YOUR FRIEND NATHANIEL, BUT I FUCKING REFUSE TO CONTINUE FEEDING IN TO THIS AND REALLY I AM JUST TIRED OF ALL TALK OF THE DEAD AND THEIR DEPRESSION WHICH IS NOTHING.
I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE NOTHING TO ME.

YOURS,
MIKE

[almostalover]

if you aren't dead yet, i'd like to give you your black bow tie hair clip back. i found it whilst i was cleaning my room. i was going to call you the second i found it, but i was waiting on company and was trying to hurry up with the cleanliness. then i left my phone in my sister's car when she drove the comp'ny home.

yea. now i'm in south carolina, so my telophone does not work.

[anonymous]

awwww! i love when people try to get attention from livejournal.com

trust me, it really gets you places in life.

<3 <3 <3

[anonymous]

STOP TRYING TO BREAK YOUR OWN HEART PLEASE. :)

and if you really are going to kill your self, please please please, burn all my sickly love notes.

[anonymous]

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