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got a job in southington again.....showcase cinemas. didn't definately get it yet, but i had the interview and it seemed promised.
other then that, nothing up then the usual. chillin with will, brenda, lisa and the usuals in prospect.
on the other hand, i'm not too sure of jaci anymore as i've always usually stated in my entries. this time was it though. anytime i won't drive somewhere or whatever, somehting along those lines where she doesn't get her way with me, she gets royally pissed off. so it's friday night, her rents are out of town and her grandparents are stayin at her house n i'm the only friend allowed over. and it's around 9, i'm waitin for will to get out of work (cuz that's the only time i ever get to hang out with him) and she wants to go to hojo's in waterbury to hang out (even tho we were originally supposed to go to dan's to hang out) and i wasn't even hungry and she shouldn't have been either cuz we just ate, so i would think she'd understand i didn't wana waste gas to drive to dan's down the street and pick him up, drive to beacon falls and pick amber up, go to hojo's and then drive back and drop off everyone.......but no, she doesn't offer gas money and only asks if i have enough money for myself cuz she has to buy food for dan and amber. i mean, am i the only one who sees that i'm right in this position? so i put my foot down and say no i wana hang out with will and she's like "oh well u can hang out with him later.....u have til 2am" (cuz that's his curfew) like when!?! it's already 9.....i'm not gonna go sit in the parking lot next to her house just to hang out til 2. no. omg it made me so mad. so she says to go out with will and shes gonna go watch some tv. so i do. then i come back around 2 and the doors locked (it never is) and my backpack (full of all my shit that was scattered around her house) was sitting outside on her front steps. she obviously put alot of thought into kicking me out at 2am. she would never do that to amber or anyone and i would never do that to her. but she did it to me. then she rolls up with kil (who she'd been bashing all day cuz he was at lastage's party getting coked up) and says she was pissed and i had better just go home. fuck that. i'm goin home for good. i don't need her immature 15 yr old bullshit. i shoulda heed all the warnings from all my friends telling me not to hang with her cuz the age difference. i ignored them all but i shoulda been listening. cuz there's shit she'll never understand til she starts gettin bills n grows up a little. truth is: she's just a jealous spoiled little brat. jealous cuz of will.....cuz she knows he's been into me for months even when she had a "thing" with him for like 4 days which i don't even want to think about....and cuz i finally have something (well-deserved, mind you........after all the shit i've gone through with guys over the years and that she knows about, it's about time i was happy with someone) and she can't even try to be happy for me. nevermind the bullshit ignoring she did to me when she was with blaze for a few weeks. and the spoiled- well that'self explainitory, she just is. i'm just done with it all. this drama bullshit........
it ain't my style.
well i'm headed over to the apt now, hangin with will, n blah blah blah. gimme a call guys, i'm always around <3
other then that, nothing up then the usual. chillin with will, brenda, lisa and the usuals in prospect.
on the other hand, i'm not too sure of jaci anymore as i've always usually stated in my entries. this time was it though. anytime i won't drive somewhere or whatever, somehting along those lines where she doesn't get her way with me, she gets royally pissed off. so it's friday night, her rents are out of town and her grandparents are stayin at her house n i'm the only friend allowed over. and it's around 9, i'm waitin for will to get out of work (cuz that's the only time i ever get to hang out with him) and she wants to go to hojo's in waterbury to hang out (even tho we were originally supposed to go to dan's to hang out) and i wasn't even hungry and she shouldn't have been either cuz we just ate, so i would think she'd understand i didn't wana waste gas to drive to dan's down the street and pick him up, drive to beacon falls and pick amber up, go to hojo's and then drive back and drop off everyone.......but no, she doesn't offer gas money and only asks if i have enough money for myself cuz she has to buy food for dan and amber. i mean, am i the only one who sees that i'm right in this position? so i put my foot down and say no i wana hang out with will and she's like "oh well u can hang out with him later.....u have til 2am" (cuz that's his curfew) like when!?! it's already 9.....i'm not gonna go sit in the parking lot next to her house just to hang out til 2. no. omg it made me so mad. so she says to go out with will and shes gonna go watch some tv. so i do. then i come back around 2 and the doors locked (it never is) and my backpack (full of all my shit that was scattered around her house) was sitting outside on her front steps. she obviously put alot of thought into kicking me out at 2am. she would never do that to amber or anyone and i would never do that to her. but she did it to me. then she rolls up with kil (who she'd been bashing all day cuz he was at lastage's party getting coked up) and says she was pissed and i had better just go home. fuck that. i'm goin home for good. i don't need her immature 15 yr old bullshit. i shoulda heed all the warnings from all my friends telling me not to hang with her cuz the age difference. i ignored them all but i shoulda been listening. cuz there's shit she'll never understand til she starts gettin bills n grows up a little. truth is: she's just a jealous spoiled little brat. jealous cuz of will.....cuz she knows he's been into me for months even when she had a "thing" with him for like 4 days which i don't even want to think about....and cuz i finally have something (well-deserved, mind you........after all the shit i've gone through with guys over the years and that she knows about, it's about time i was happy with someone) and she can't even try to be happy for me. nevermind the bullshit ignoring she did to me when she was with blaze for a few weeks. and the spoiled- well that'self explainitory, she just is. i'm just done with it all. this drama bullshit........
it ain't my style.
well i'm headed over to the apt now, hangin with will, n blah blah blah. gimme a call guys, i'm always around <3