obsessed
So in between long shifts at work, y'kno when I should be sleeping, I am awake doing scholarship applications through albany and pretty much anywhere I can get em(that's recommended by the university) and that's ok and productive but most of my online time is devoted to Manga, sweet sweet manga. and that's very very bad. ugh, I stay up FOR HOURSsss and it's stupid but I'm officially obsessed and it sucks...kinda.
I dyed my hair again, this time a very dark brown but it looks like black and it's not an even color and i think it looks passable but eh, i dunno it's ok. it's not completely terrible and everyone at work(only pple i see these days) seems to like the darker color on me....except andrew. he was meeeeeeeean, well not completely(he's a manager btw) because he just said that the lighter reddish color looked better in his opinion(obviously he didn't word it so well because he's andrew) and Kristin(another manager) was like, "yeah he just pretty much called you ugly". it was amusing but I dunno kinda miffed I guess even though I shouldn't and don't really care what they think of me...well I actually really care what the managers perceive me as cause I don't wanna get fired. Today I actually found out that if I wasn't going away to college I might have been promoted to a blue shirt. which was surprising b/c I've worked there for two months. yeah. Tom C told me that my name came up but they can't really have their Blues going away cause there'd be no point in training them. which I understand. though it would have been really cool! I was trying to get a promotion by the time i left and just knowing i woulda prolly gotten it is just as sweet as actually getting it...maybe a little more sour just because i don't get the pay increase at all.
I wanted to get a bar tending license for the year just to have a weekend job the weekends I don't have track. which meets don't start till january really and it's just pre-season(very important but not really on weekend nights). I think i'd be able to make a fair amount of tips to make it worth my while to get hit on every night by drunk pple who obviously can't see anything above your boobs. ugh. well, maybe. it's either that or waitressing and i think i wouldn't like to waitress just because i hate food service and it's never fun no matter what. at least bar tending could be lots of fun and sorta scary, which is awesome. ah well, ok rambling. gonna go to sleeeeep!
I dyed my hair again, this time a very dark brown but it looks like black and it's not an even color and i think it looks passable but eh, i dunno it's ok. it's not completely terrible and everyone at work(only pple i see these days) seems to like the darker color on me....except andrew. he was meeeeeeeean, well not completely(he's a manager btw) because he just said that the lighter reddish color looked better in his opinion(obviously he didn't word it so well because he's andrew) and Kristin(another manager) was like, "yeah he just pretty much called you ugly". it was amusing but I dunno kinda miffed I guess even though I shouldn't and don't really care what they think of me...well I actually really care what the managers perceive me as cause I don't wanna get fired. Today I actually found out that if I wasn't going away to college I might have been promoted to a blue shirt. which was surprising b/c I've worked there for two months. yeah. Tom C told me that my name came up but they can't really have their Blues going away cause there'd be no point in training them. which I understand. though it would have been really cool! I was trying to get a promotion by the time i left and just knowing i woulda prolly gotten it is just as sweet as actually getting it...maybe a little more sour just because i don't get the pay increase at all.
I wanted to get a bar tending license for the year just to have a weekend job the weekends I don't have track. which meets don't start till january really and it's just pre-season(very important but not really on weekend nights). I think i'd be able to make a fair amount of tips to make it worth my while to get hit on every night by drunk pple who obviously can't see anything above your boobs. ugh. well, maybe. it's either that or waitressing and i think i wouldn't like to waitress just because i hate food service and it's never fun no matter what. at least bar tending could be lots of fun and sorta scary, which is awesome. ah well, ok rambling. gonna go to sleeeeep!