Jaded thoughts
Monday gone was just mostly a negative vibe day.I was hardly able to focus or keep a happy thought for some reason as I maintained a bad mindset on anything that happened. While I have a suspicion on what triggered this, I know myself better not to let it grasp tightly to such anger. I've been stressed many times, especially last year and lately, I've been 'going to my happy place' in my mind to help calm down. As silly as it sounds, it works for me at least although my happy place do change depending on the day.
Today, I just could not do that or I simply forgot to somehow. I look back now and I'm more disappointed in myself to allow jaded thoughts to resurface when I used to shake them away. I do wonder if I am a bad or negative person but people are described by their actions more than anything else. So I might be safe but still such thoughts do linger from time to time.
It's something to work on as time goes by, I just do as usual, shake it off nd focus on the tasks ahead of me.
Today, I just could not do that or I simply forgot to somehow. I look back now and I'm more disappointed in myself to allow jaded thoughts to resurface when I used to shake them away. I do wonder if I am a bad or negative person but people are described by their actions more than anything else. So I might be safe but still such thoughts do linger from time to time.
It's something to work on as time goes by, I just do as usual, shake it off nd focus on the tasks ahead of me.