*rage* *angst* *fangirling*

Jun 28, 2009 14:40

What an interesting week this was xD Me and my friend ketty_yaoi_chan were moving out of our rented room in a house in city were we study yesterday. We had to wait really long time for the owner to arrive and I was kind of worried he'll be making fuss about missing spoons and stuff like that, but in the end everything was ok and I even caught a train I was afraid I wouldn't be able to catch.

When I got home I was really wasted. Group of people I knew since I was a kid had a big party yesterday and me and my sis were invited as well. Well, we both are pretty lazy, but we'd happily go to the party. The thing is we couldn't. I was in a different city moving out of my house and sis had to edit photos of her friend's marriage. Yeah, I could go to the party after I returned home, but it was about 7pm so I was in no mood to go anywhere. Also, we were alone at home, so we had to take care of cats and a dog ourselves... Not mentioning our Granny who is pretty much like a kid nowadays ._.

What really annoys me is the fact that so-called friends were like 'mweh, you lazy bitches!' even after I explained everything to them. And what annoys me even more is that one girl send a message to my sister Piva signed as her younger brother saying things like 'mweh, forget about photos, we'll have fun, Katty (the friend who's actually written the message) is looking forward to seeing you, you have to come even though Zuza (me) is lazy to come!'  I'm really angry now.  Yeah, I'm lazy to come to their party, because I'll be in a different city. I love her logic, and I love her intelligence to write a sms signed as her brother so she could seem like she doesn't care... The thing is her brothers are somehow on a slow side, and the sms was really neatly written... (Hm, now that I think about it, I know lots of Katties...x)

Yeah, I guess I'm somehow annoyed by the fact that they were persuading my sis to come but not me xDDD It's like, 'well, Zuza is invited but it will be better if she doesn't show up'... Hm, in the end I'm really happy we didn't go to the party. There was lot of unknown people and I'm not really confortable with unknown people... Oh, and they were watching the SAW 5 horror movie... I'm better with not seeing it at all, it would lower my intelligence by at least 50 IQ points xD

Another thing that bothers me a lot is the fact that I have no friends in my hometown. The people I mentioned can be hardly called my friends. More like people I know xD One of bad things about studying at university is that you make lot of friends (yeah, good thing), but they are scattered across the country. It's more than 100 km to my friend ketty_yaoi_chan, to girls I know thanks to her (corciliena and isaa-chan) and to other people from university. Oh, and there's a lot of people I know thanks to internet who I'd like to meet or get to know them more, namely melodyflag, k4472744, amai_koibito(da crazy Tuti fangirl xD), Lina from Indonesia and my dear friend Yukari from Japan (who is going to marry soon! *3*)   Hm, at least I have the damn internet xDDD

And now a bit of fangirling. When I decided to quit college (well, I wouldn't make it to another year anyway), I felt really bad. Coincidentally, melodyflag had problems at school as well and it seemed she'd be kicked out of her high school. So I decided to write an email to BOC's radio show Pontsuka. It was about my and melody's problems at school. (Big thanks to ketty_yaoi_chan who helped me with scary-grammar parts xD) It was pretty sudden and after I clicked the 'send' button, I was like 'noooo, give me back my email, internet!!!' After more than three weeks and three pontsukas there was still no mention of my email on air, so I somehow calmed down. I was sad they didn't read it, but I was relieved as well. No embarrassment for me, yay!

This week on Monday, I was going to see the doctor about my part-time job. As I was about to leave home, I just randomly checked 2channeru thread about pontsuka. One anon wrote something like 'It's bad Fujiwara wasn't there, I'd like to know what advices he'd give to the foreign girls kicked out of school'. I think my heart stopped for a moment when I read that!

'NO. WAY,' I thought. I couldn't hear it at the moment, because I had to go to the doctor's and then I got on a train to arrange some stuff at my (soon to be ex) flat , but I was really happy all day. Even though the weather was terrible and everyone seemed depressed about the rain, I couldn't help it and I've smiled like an idiot all my way to the flat. When I could finally hear the pontsuka, I was completely red in my face!

It was Hiro who was reading the email, and I have to say, he was SO SWEET! He had problems with reading my name xD (He read it like DZuzana, while it's Zuzana... Z is not that hard as he pronounced it, but I really can't blame the Japanese guy xD) And than he added -chan to my name... Kyaaaaa! *melts*

Chama was sweet as well, because he kept laughing during the reading of my email, and then he added it's impolite (because of the kicking out of school and stuff) xD He was surprisingly supportive, which made me melt some more xD

And Hide-chan... I love the guy. He gave me and melody an awesome advice. He said that studying a school isn't about graduating, it's about if you really want to study it or not. When I thought of that later, I realised how true his words were! I love japanese language and I certainly want to study it, but I'm not interested in other stuff that much... (Not mentioning that you can actually become a journalist even without having an university degree xO) For now I just want to earn some money and then we'll see. Maybe I'll decide to study again... one day xD

Well, back to Bump xD After they stopped talking about the school problems, they started to talk about my country, the Czech Republic. It seems they actually know where it is, and they were really 'bikkuri shitaaaa' and 'sugeeeee' about the fact they had fans here as well xD I think I'll try to translate it one day xD But damn Fujiwara, he wasn't there for my email! I'll never forget that, you idiot!! xD

Anyway, I luff dem boyz! xDDD

Oh, and am I the only one who has problems with the lj-cuts and lj-links?! °A°

pontsuka, rage, bump of chicken, random, friends

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