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when you think you're happy, then something comes to spoil everything
and i know i've been lucky in finding a new job quite soon and everything, but this is not my dream job - i wanted with all of my strenght to get out of the university and everything and find a real job. since i couldn't, i decided not to ask too much from fate and accept the situation. which is not bad at all - though i'm doing things i've never done, with no one teaching me as usual and this contract will last only until the end of august, although i have good hopes it will be renewed.
but today i heard two of my old colleagues and one got my dream job and the other one the second in list. a REAL job, in a REAL industry, with 3 years of contract the first one, the second i didn't even ask. for something i would be expert, too.
they applied just like me, they're both older than me and one of them doesn't even have a PhD nor is a chemist (she's biologist and she's doing the job of a biochemist). i feel really spoiled, since in the end i found a job too, even before them, and one of them even has a child, she really need to earn money.
but...
whatsoever.
but right now i feel like crying...
and i know i've been lucky in finding a new job quite soon and everything, but this is not my dream job - i wanted with all of my strenght to get out of the university and everything and find a real job. since i couldn't, i decided not to ask too much from fate and accept the situation. which is not bad at all - though i'm doing things i've never done, with no one teaching me as usual and this contract will last only until the end of august, although i have good hopes it will be renewed.
but today i heard two of my old colleagues and one got my dream job and the other one the second in list. a REAL job, in a REAL industry, with 3 years of contract the first one, the second i didn't even ask. for something i would be expert, too.
they applied just like me, they're both older than me and one of them doesn't even have a PhD nor is a chemist (she's biologist and she's doing the job of a biochemist). i feel really spoiled, since in the end i found a job too, even before them, and one of them even has a child, she really need to earn money.
but...
whatsoever.
but right now i feel like crying...