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not able to write a decent entry. i feel funky, funny and fuzzy, rl ate my brain away. and this uneasiness about writing the things that happened to me in the last period, probably means that i didn't digest all the changes already. i didn't feel like writing this entry. i haven't felt like logging in lj since quite a while ago and actually i didn't since more than a month ago.
then i found a certain message in my mailbox (you know i'm speaking of you dearie, but i don't dare to pronounce your name - thankyou for finding my old self when even i wasn't able to) and i understood that procrastination was pointless. i wouldn't have felt like blogging until i actually have tried. i'm trying.
i felt the uneasiness of my move when i finally found a job, since all my habits changed. when i was unemployed my stay in siena could resemble a long vacation. still i had a lot of time for myself. then i began to work again and i had to slip into a new routine. with long hours of work and the free time wholly spent with another person. i haven't written a single line, and my fidgeting with photoshop decreased a lot, too. i suddenly found my inner silence filled with sound.
that now i'm trying to find again.
about rl, i found this job in the university of siena. my research field has changed again, now i'm synthetizing biopolymers (chemistry, yay!!!!) and culturing fibroblast to test the materials compatibility. overall i'm satisfied, even because they pay me quite good and i need money desperately since i received the last salary at the end of february. i'm working with some nice guys and girls and a completely mad professor, who is a redhead btw. the university is in a wonderful place and everyday i walk there among hills and gardens full of flowers. i discovered i enjoy a lot the country life, especially now that the weather is so fine =). i found also some old friends i met in congresses and a guy i worked a lot with when i was staying in firenze, so i always have someone who comes to lunch with me.
this is what. i'll try to be more present from now on. to myself, first.
and now, welcome back to gudinne_skadi. a new name, a new life! but you cannot disguise yourself with that icon you chose XD
random kisses and confetti everyone!
then i found a certain message in my mailbox (you know i'm speaking of you dearie, but i don't dare to pronounce your name - thankyou for finding my old self when even i wasn't able to) and i understood that procrastination was pointless. i wouldn't have felt like blogging until i actually have tried. i'm trying.
i felt the uneasiness of my move when i finally found a job, since all my habits changed. when i was unemployed my stay in siena could resemble a long vacation. still i had a lot of time for myself. then i began to work again and i had to slip into a new routine. with long hours of work and the free time wholly spent with another person. i haven't written a single line, and my fidgeting with photoshop decreased a lot, too. i suddenly found my inner silence filled with sound.
that now i'm trying to find again.
about rl, i found this job in the university of siena. my research field has changed again, now i'm synthetizing biopolymers (chemistry, yay!!!!) and culturing fibroblast to test the materials compatibility. overall i'm satisfied, even because they pay me quite good and i need money desperately since i received the last salary at the end of february. i'm working with some nice guys and girls and a completely mad professor, who is a redhead btw. the university is in a wonderful place and everyday i walk there among hills and gardens full of flowers. i discovered i enjoy a lot the country life, especially now that the weather is so fine =). i found also some old friends i met in congresses and a guy i worked a lot with when i was staying in firenze, so i always have someone who comes to lunch with me.
this is what. i'll try to be more present from now on. to myself, first.
and now, welcome back to gudinne_skadi. a new name, a new life! but you cannot disguise yourself with that icon you chose XD
random kisses and confetti everyone!