Sad news :'(
So I just got told last week by the doctors my scan results. And their exact words were that i cannot be cured, and that they are only buying me time because i am so young. And there techniques for buying me time dont even work. I tell ya, life is beginning to piss me off. If i have to sit here and watch all you drunks and alcoholics and junkies and druggies walk the earth without a care in the world...while i sit here and rot...i am going to kill someone. Seriously...because you do not deserve to live this life....you really dont. And if you dont agree with me...proceed to the first spoon and EAT MY ASSHOLE RAW! This world is sick....its fucking sick! The whole six weeks of chemo was for nothing. It didnt even work one speck. The cancer got worse the whole time i was GETTING treated. And now there is something wrong... it spread to my spleen, my kidneys, and the bones in my hip and legs. Plus my neck is all swollen with tumors again. Explains a whole lot of pain. So basically this is it...i have finally run out of options...there is nothing left to do. We flat out told them..."i dont want to be stabilized, i dont want time bought, cure me or leave me alone."
So this is it then and i dont want to talk about this anymore. This world is just sick.......period!
So this is it then and i dont want to talk about this anymore. This world is just sick.......period!