Someone, get me Diru's autographs. My life is meaningless ( Read more... )

I'm scaring myself. Lately, for the past two months?, I've had too many nights when I just fear I'm going to kill myself. I've never cut myself this deep and I've never done it this much, and I've never felt so bad I was really afraid of myself to the extent I'd think of calling an ambulance just to be sure I won't jump off the balcony ( Read more... )

Hey flist.

I just realized NIN has put my thoughts into words.

( Something I Can Never Have )