Well, the Mess Hall dinner went pretty well. I had a simple meal, and Hoshi turned up soon after, or maybe it was just the distraction my PADD offered that made time speed up.
I've heard rumours that the next movie night will actually be one of the real "Captain Proton" movies or in serial format across the next movie nights. Who knows. It'd be cool to actually see the real basis for my favorite Holodeck program though.
I'll be happy regardless of what they're showing. I'm just glad that Hoshi agreed to go see it with me.
There's something troubling me though.
Linnis.
I'm not sure, but I think she's...well...
How the hell do I put this?!
I think she likes me. Like likes me.
Oh, enough Junior High crap.
I think she's attracted to me.
I could be wrong. I could be way off center with this assumption, but the way she's been acting, including the PADD she read, dropping her food in the mess hall after I thanked her for her help with a smile, all of these things have lead me to the...well...assumption (conclusion being way too "I know for certain!") that she does fancy me.
What troubles me...is that I have no idea how I feel about that.
I can honestly say I don't hate her, but I don't know that I lo..like her either.
God, this is so messed up.
I saw her in Sickbay tonight, and I'm talking to her tommorrow.
I hope I know how I feel by then, and what the hell to do.