shits goin real good.

May 21, 2005 01:58

so yeah. i hope this doesn't become the happiest part of my life, but if i compare it to the life i've lived up until now, it is. this past month has just been good news all around. tour dates are filling in like crazy. other things for the band are going very well, we've got a new song we're working on that i can't stop going over in my head. i've got it on tabit and i just fucking flip out in my room when it comes to the breakdown. so like, who ever's in the front row june 3rd is gonna get kicked in the face. it's gonna be nuts. i can't wait.

little disapointed about my hair. my mom made me cut it for graduation. it's coming back fast though. like right now it's like it was for most of junior year. by the end of tour it'll be crazy long again.

tentative tastes for those less interesting

i love doing that in my car. i'm proud of myself that i can last that long. i beleive (hope) we'll bring the screaming back for this new song. i'm tentatively calling it Mr. Perfect and mike and russ agreed. we have to change the name to a veil to no avail. :-/ i think it's cheesey. maybe we'll call it The Airplane. that's what we called it before it became a song. we just played it as a groove into rogue waves. no matter how many times we've tried to call that song the careful ways we claim our fame, rogue waves has just stuck. even though rogue waves has nothing to do with the lyrics. it's the old version of the song, with the old lyrics, in the old key. it was called "rogue waves and a rusted ship" but whatev, we dont have to get too serious about it. it wont make the record.

i'm so fucking excited to write a full length.

the party after my graduation, even though it was a post-prom party for walpole high, was one of the best nights of my life (that doesn't involve a girl) it was just so sweet. on a lake, hot tub (i didn't go in) with some of my best friends. it was very high-school ish and i'm glad that it happened so i can burn it in my memory forever as a high point of high school.

if you haven't heard already, we got a van, and it is P-I-M-P. it's going to make tour so much more enjoyable.

my dreams are coming true. i'll leave you with the lyrics i've composed for the new song, Mr. Perfect. so far with the vocals we have for the chorus, everything is changed around and out of order, but this is the way it was written and should be read.

slow, sweet all but silent drive
mr. perfect is inside out
coughing twitching beside me
i listened to a story from a movie:

"everyone thinks it happened because she's dying
-- you know that right? she's dying ---
anyway that's not the reason
-- partly, maybe... she's dying, for chrissake --
it's my stomach, the pain would blind me from my senses
there's a hole, i started because that was all that could do
all that could do."

all that i could do was drive
slow, sweet, never silent drive
my heart goes out to him
i could hear it in his voice
see it in his eyes
feel it in the air
he wanted his life back

"she's home now, i see her all the time
does she care? i'm sure, but she knows it's hopeless
he knows it's hopeless
i've got a thousand people on me
they're all trying to figure out the reason, the spark, the cause --
and you're no different, no offense."

none taken my friend
but this isn't the you i know.
sometimes, we're tested
tested for our strength, perseverance, control
sometimes, we pass
sometimes, we fail
let's pass this time.
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