Apr 19, 2005 15:33
I bet this hill gets even steeper everyday. Thats how it seems.
Why is there gum on my shoe. Of all the places i could have stepped. 200 million square miles on this lousy planet and i choose to step in gum. This is just my luck. I dont know what to think of feel. Ever, anymore. Kyle is amazing. I couldnt ask for anything more. To be in his arms. The arms of someone who cares. I feel safe and wanted. But knowing that bitch could take it away at any moment pains me. And i cant be there to stop it. We go to different schools. That deffinetly dosnt help. We live 20 minutes away. That really dosnt help. I dont know anymore. I just want to be with him. Relationships are hard as it is. Plus when all my friends tell me it wont work out. That really dosnt make it better. Wow. I hate thinking. This hil really is getting bigger.Or maybe im getting smaller.