Fuck Distance.
Autumn.
Autumn.
I heard someone call my name. I turned around and of corse it was Natile. The only one who bothers to talk to me anymore.
How are you?
I am ok. And yourself.
Ok. I am going to the nurse to laydown. Ask your teacher if you can come so we can talk.
Smart.
So i left and walked into gym. The gym was always so packed i think thats why i hate it most. Or just the fact of 50 over weight kids fighting over the same ball.
Now i am laying in this tiny room that consists of a chair and table and this cot i am laying on. How i ended up here im not sure. My whole plan to sit in the same room with Natile didnt work. 'You look miserable". Thoose i bieleve were her words. Therefor i got my own special room in the nurse. I was misrable. Laying alone in the dark wasnt going to help. As i lay and stare up at the celing i feel the walls closing in on me. So i turn over and lay on my stomach. That is when i feel asleep.
I really was lost in my dreams. I was skiing on this mountain and all of the sudden the mountail just ended and i was falling and falling. I landed in this room. All the people were looking at me i turn around to walk away and i fall into a chair.
I felt a jolt in my leg and by the time i realized what happened i was sitting up in that tiny room. My body was shaking and i was sweating. I then noticed a box of tissues sitting on the table. I began to think of the purpous for this room. What has happened hear. All the little girls who layed on this cot crying their eyes out over some asshole. And i just sat there untill i found myself falling back asleep.
This time my dreams more consisted of the ways i wanted reality to be. My happy ending that'll never happen. Soon enough i felt a hand on my back telling me it was time to go home. Except i didnt want to leave that room. I didnt want to go see everone and get on my bus and go home. I jsut wanted to lay back down on my cot.
I saw natile once i got on the bus. We just laughed at our back fired plan. But did it really back fire. That was the question.
Autumn.
I heard someone call my name. I turned around and of corse it was Natile. The only one who bothers to talk to me anymore.
How are you?
I am ok. And yourself.
Ok. I am going to the nurse to laydown. Ask your teacher if you can come so we can talk.
Smart.
So i left and walked into gym. The gym was always so packed i think thats why i hate it most. Or just the fact of 50 over weight kids fighting over the same ball.
Now i am laying in this tiny room that consists of a chair and table and this cot i am laying on. How i ended up here im not sure. My whole plan to sit in the same room with Natile didnt work. 'You look miserable". Thoose i bieleve were her words. Therefor i got my own special room in the nurse. I was misrable. Laying alone in the dark wasnt going to help. As i lay and stare up at the celing i feel the walls closing in on me. So i turn over and lay on my stomach. That is when i feel asleep.
I really was lost in my dreams. I was skiing on this mountain and all of the sudden the mountail just ended and i was falling and falling. I landed in this room. All the people were looking at me i turn around to walk away and i fall into a chair.
I felt a jolt in my leg and by the time i realized what happened i was sitting up in that tiny room. My body was shaking and i was sweating. I then noticed a box of tissues sitting on the table. I began to think of the purpous for this room. What has happened hear. All the little girls who layed on this cot crying their eyes out over some asshole. And i just sat there untill i found myself falling back asleep.
This time my dreams more consisted of the ways i wanted reality to be. My happy ending that'll never happen. Soon enough i felt a hand on my back telling me it was time to go home. Except i didnt want to leave that room. I didnt want to go see everone and get on my bus and go home. I jsut wanted to lay back down on my cot.
I saw natile once i got on the bus. We just laughed at our back fired plan. But did it really back fire. That was the question.