Jun 09, 2010 00:11
I didn't know it was possible for a day where so little happened could suck so much.
Hunger that I couldn't fill. Thirst I couldn't quench. Energy but no ability to do anything with it. Too awake to sleep.
On an unrelated note: one shot rum, two shots pomegranite juice, fill the rest of the glass with unsweetened tea. It's good, if you want a bit of alcohol without getting plastered, or having to taste too much of said alcohol. It's still refreshing and easy to drink.
Didn't manage to get more than a few feet out the door today. That sucked. Anxiety problems in general suck. Valium kind of sucks too. It helps, but it usually also knocks me out. I don't like taking it but I don't seem to have another option. That is, if I take enough to get rid of the anxiety. Otherwise I'm left hanging, basically. Goddamn it.