i don't know who to believe or what to think or feel anymore.

i don't know what to do or how much stock to give to desires v. reservations.

i'm tired of fighting so hard for this.  i could do it to my death, but it's a little tough when you're the only one fighting to save this thing.

I drove six hours to spend a total of eighteen hours of my fiance.  I hadn't seen him in three weeks and it will likely be another two or three before I see that lovely boy again.  I miss him terribly when I am gone from him (though friends have been wonderfully distracting lately) and needed more than anything to just see him again and hug him and ( Read more... )

I had no idea I could miss anybody so much.

So now that I figured out how to change my layout and make it cool, I'm far more inclined to post to this thing. Also, now that 90% of my friends have gone from the area, livejournal is going to be hearing all of my exciting stories. Poor livejournal ( Read more... )