spinning like a top.
Gah. I am sore. Life on the line has been really damn good, I am just tired right now. Some days we are so busy I forget to eat entirely. Its hard sometimes, but I think I am slowly getting the hang of it, Alex, sarah and Galen are great teachers, and that is half the fun.
The hardest part is the overthinking. I need to not beat myself up over every mistake, every pickup that does not go perfect. Im putting a lot of pressure on myself with this new station, because my biggest fear is to ever let someone down who rewarded me with an opportunity to excel, simply because they have faith in me.
Boxing again, working on possibly quitting smoking soon. For the 4th time since I moved back to NYC. It cant be great for my health anymore, not that it ever was, however the toll of a 120+ degree kitchen takes more out of me that school or any other job ever did.
Im trying to see more friends now, its tough with lack of funds or any energy to do much during the week. As for friday nights forget about it. Too tired. Kinda feeling a bit lame right now, but I will deal. I miss em.
FAO cam and miz tinsel...glad you guys had so much fun in LV. I miss hanging out with you troublemakers. Some good times, and a few nights at the whiskey that are still a touch fuzzy.
off to bed.
The hardest part is the overthinking. I need to not beat myself up over every mistake, every pickup that does not go perfect. Im putting a lot of pressure on myself with this new station, because my biggest fear is to ever let someone down who rewarded me with an opportunity to excel, simply because they have faith in me.
Boxing again, working on possibly quitting smoking soon. For the 4th time since I moved back to NYC. It cant be great for my health anymore, not that it ever was, however the toll of a 120+ degree kitchen takes more out of me that school or any other job ever did.
Im trying to see more friends now, its tough with lack of funds or any energy to do much during the week. As for friday nights forget about it. Too tired. Kinda feeling a bit lame right now, but I will deal. I miss em.
FAO cam and miz tinsel...glad you guys had so much fun in LV. I miss hanging out with you troublemakers. Some good times, and a few nights at the whiskey that are still a touch fuzzy.
off to bed.