Goodbye
When will this pain stop, when will i stop thinking the thoughts that i have been thinking since this happend. It hurts so bad that i dont even know if i want to go on living without her in my life, and how can i live without her in my life. She was everything to me not only a grandma but a mother to me and a best friend. It feels like someone jabbed a knife in my heart and cut over half of it out, that hole can never be filled again. She looked so bealutiful and peacefull laying there but she was so cold and i just felt like everyone was leaving her and i didnt want her to be alone but they made me leave, I feel so bad for leaving her there alone I want to go back and just stay with her. Im just waiting to wake up from a sick dream but everyday when i do wake up its not a dream its really real and every day it hurts just as bad. I just want the pain to go away. I cant hardly sleep, i havent eaten anything in almost two days and all i do everyday is cry and pray that its not true, but it is. I feel so alone in this world now, whenever i had a problem i would call Meme if i ever needed anything, I would call Meme, it never mattered day or night she would alway find a way to make everything alright, now i have no one to do that for me, I am just so lost right now and i need to hear her voice telling me everything is ok but i will never hear her beautiful voice again.
"I told him, undertaker, undertaker please drive slow
for that woman you are carrying lord i hate to see her go.
The circle will be unbroken by and by lord by and by
theres a better home away in the sky lord in the sky"
"I told him, undertaker, undertaker please drive slow
for that woman you are carrying lord i hate to see her go.
The circle will be unbroken by and by lord by and by
theres a better home away in the sky lord in the sky"