Restless - A venting rant
I'm sitting at my desk with my teeth clenched together for a very stupid reason. I know it's stupid and by all rights, I should not have to even fucking deal with this anymore. The internal conflict going on in my head is enough to make every inch of my soul SCREAM at the top of it's lungs.
What's with all the Drama Tob?
It's her...it's fucking her I'm pissed off about. Who the fuck else have I been talking about for the last several months? I really think it's time I get the-fuck over it.
I want to know why every time I see her face in the office, I can feel my face burning and anything I ate hours prior starts wanting to purge itself. I really want to get over this...I think I'm so desperate to get over this, I'll go as far as injure myself to think about something else.
I'll tell you what it is...I'm frustrated with my emotions. Why can't I just disconnect them and go about my business? These people are so not worth the anger I feel right now. I have done much soul-searching lately to find out the root reason with why I can't seem to get the situation out of my head. What I came up with frustrated the fucking shit out of me; I still don't have closure...I still feel like I was betrayed. And how the fuck can she walk around the office like nothing's wrong? FUCK HER! *GROWL* She shouldn't be able to effect me like this anymore!
Where's something to punch when you need it?
What's with all the Drama Tob?
It's her...it's fucking her I'm pissed off about. Who the fuck else have I been talking about for the last several months? I really think it's time I get the-fuck over it.
I want to know why every time I see her face in the office, I can feel my face burning and anything I ate hours prior starts wanting to purge itself. I really want to get over this...I think I'm so desperate to get over this, I'll go as far as injure myself to think about something else.
I'll tell you what it is...I'm frustrated with my emotions. Why can't I just disconnect them and go about my business? These people are so not worth the anger I feel right now. I have done much soul-searching lately to find out the root reason with why I can't seem to get the situation out of my head. What I came up with frustrated the fucking shit out of me; I still don't have closure...I still feel like I was betrayed. And how the fuck can she walk around the office like nothing's wrong? FUCK HER! *GROWL* She shouldn't be able to effect me like this anymore!
Where's something to punch when you need it?