why?
so yea, Bethany either likes me too much, or not enough, but I can't get it out of her, but she doesn't want to see me anymore....maybe for group activities (which is seldom or never). we talked for 2 hours last night, mostly me trying to understand what's going on. I'm a mess, I'm an emotional sap and a big baby, my eyes hurt from tears and now I'm going to go to work where all I've been doing was thinking about how happy I was....now it's the oppossite and I can't do anything about it. Why does this always happen to me?