shadows of who we used to be
Is it weird to say that I'm not sure I know how to post here anymore?
Because I'm not sure I do.
I think I was a very different person, the last time I posted something non-private here. In the meantime, I found other outlets. But, regardless, I'm sorry for my absence. A lot of things are changing very quickly right now, but at least my classes are fairly settled, so I suppose I can talk about those.
I'm taking linguistics, a class on learning and memory, a class on animal behavior, and orgo II. I'm TA-ing a class. So far (two days into term) everything's just been a lot of reading and a whole lot of work. I'm so exhausted all the time, but I was exhausted before term even began, so that doesn't say much.
But I believe things are going to get better. I believe I'm going to find something to like about at least one of these classes. It's not unusual for classes to get off to rocky starts, after all. And I'm getting a lot of experiences that are good for me. I'm very uncomfortable a lot of the time, but I know it's good for me, and if I just push through that, things will surely get better. It builds character or something, idk.
Tomorrow morning, I teach for the first time. Which means it's time for me to stop writing here and keep working on everything that's already due tomorrow, so that I'll actually be able to sleep tonight!
Because I'm not sure I do.
I think I was a very different person, the last time I posted something non-private here. In the meantime, I found other outlets. But, regardless, I'm sorry for my absence. A lot of things are changing very quickly right now, but at least my classes are fairly settled, so I suppose I can talk about those.
I'm taking linguistics, a class on learning and memory, a class on animal behavior, and orgo II. I'm TA-ing a class. So far (two days into term) everything's just been a lot of reading and a whole lot of work. I'm so exhausted all the time, but I was exhausted before term even began, so that doesn't say much.
But I believe things are going to get better. I believe I'm going to find something to like about at least one of these classes. It's not unusual for classes to get off to rocky starts, after all. And I'm getting a lot of experiences that are good for me. I'm very uncomfortable a lot of the time, but I know it's good for me, and if I just push through that, things will surely get better. It builds character or something, idk.
Tomorrow morning, I teach for the first time. Which means it's time for me to stop writing here and keep working on everything that's already due tomorrow, so that I'll actually be able to sleep tonight!