so... stuff i did yesterday/early this morning... went to see collateral with daniel. decent movie... nothing phenomenal, but it did not suck. and tom cruise makes a proper villain. even though i am not a big tom cruise fan... although i discovered that the reason i do not like him much may be because i have never seen most of his movies. and i have never seen most of his movies because i think that i do not like him much. ("you call it circular logic, i call it no loose ends"... tee hee) and then we went to red robin and i filled myself with yummy spinach and artichoke dip and listened to daniel talk about his teeth. and then we came back to my house, watched a couple weird movies, played some video games, talked about junk, and sortof stayed up all night.
so you know what is the trash? being friends with someone that you heart ridiculously. because then every time you talk to them your mind is 75%ish on what they are saying and 25%ish on other things. and sometimes 50/50. and sometimes you have no idea what they are saying at all because you are totally thinking about just making out with them. and then he stops talking and you just kind of smile and agree and hope he did not just ask you a question requiring more than yes as an answer.
and i definitely just spent all night doing that. and i do not care if he reads this because he already knows.
and i feel like this: If my relationships were a video game, Level 1 would be "Friends", Level 3 would be "Lovers", and Level 2 would be the one where the big octopus keeps killing me.
stolen from here:
http://girls-suck.diaryland.com/020405_67.html