I can feel my skin itching with irritation.

[to_never_return]

Everyday I find myself more and more irritated with everything.
Its not really people that bug me, its more like everything in this time frame right now is just pissing me off.

I need a change of scenery.
Not permanently, just long enough to come back and actually appreciate everything around here again.
Everything is too routine.
Its all just blurrying into one big blurry boring mesh of boringness and I cant handle it.
I feel as if im trying to break through a balloon. The walls keep stretching but never break, im held captive and cant manage to break free.
Im sufficating in this routine.
Its wierd.
And it probly doesnt make any sense to whoever reads this, but its how I feel.
And it make sense in my head.

I also cant seem to break free of the feeling that everyone is really annoyed with me and doesn't want me around. Or the feeling that everyone is conspiring some huge plan to just completley humiliate and destroy me.
They are all secretly planning against me and I havent caught on yet. Even in a group of people im best friends with. They are annoyed. They dont want me here.
I just dont fit in anymore.

I think im just going crazy.